one of my new years resolutions is to stfu just the text: i want to take up less space ,  but i can't  stop  swallowing  people  whole .   regret only comes  after the fact , wiping my stained mouth , picking my teeth  of the residual  words that got stuck .  rethink, rethink  a message better said through silence ,, there is more power  in absence ,  but i prefer the abscess .  you see futility in things you don’t understand ,  so i will explain it  relentlessly ,   excessiv

hiiii omg first big girl article about me ever..lowkey spilled my guts a bit but i know thats the most accurate thing that could have happened. Im an emo freaking yapper…anyways if u wanna read it here it is :)

the ending feels so feverish  sweat it out  burn it off  seal the frayed ends with bitterness  you catch a terminal eagerness  relentlessly forgetting  you’re a host-body  for a miracle  you let it slip - intentionally under floorboards into subtext  dropping grease in the socket then complaining that it’s blurry  how you can’t see the future  just a horse shaped shadow  his stare a premonition of dread  but it’s just something to be harnessed  another year to control so quit

sometimes i wake up and life feels so laughable. it seems like something i can dig my fingers into and control. it feels like something innate - something finite. other days, dramatic days like today, everything feels terrifying,,,all efforts feel useless. i often wonder if my life will be me infinitely clocking in to a job i don't want. i want to make something new. i want to be a singer. i want to have a house and a family. i'm surrounded by people who are trying to do the

MEOWWWWW ! i am selling merch online for da first time ! TBH i don't really know how this works so it might be a little clunky at first, but i'm so stoked and excited to share these with you !! my blessed friend callie (@callietechnis) designed these for me and they are just too2too2 cool. kitty girl serving runt. ideally, you can get one IRL, but if you cannot and wanna purchase,pls do ! Here are some pix my girf took of me in this shirt.

i'm a stupid dumb dumb and these won't be on streaming platforms for a hot sec... here are the lyrics for the time being... Dirty Water I don’t wanna You taste like dirty soda Can’t sleep without marijuana Can’t dream like I know you wanna Remember when I told you That’s full of dirty water You smoke like a single father You eat like a pig for slaughter Won’t you fold your clothes now? I’m picking up the load now You’re all used up, and you’re grown now I’m leaving you alone

hellurrrr my ep "runt" is out in 7 days!!! NOV 23RD!!! I am beyond excited and scared and sad and lovely...i wrote this poem about my runt-hood and feel like it represents the ep as a whole. these songs mean soso much to me i cannot wait for u to hear them !!!