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one of my new years resolutions is to stfu just the text: i want to take up less space ,  but i can't  stop  swallowing  people  whole .   regret only comes  after the fact , wiping my stained mouth , picking my teeth  of the residual  words that got stuck .  rethink, rethink  a message better said through silence ,, there is more power  in absence ,  but i prefer the abscess .  you see futility in things you don’t understand ,  so i will explain it  relentlessly ,   excessiv

hiiii omg first big girl article about me ever..lowkey spilled my guts a bit but i know thats the most accurate thing that could have happened. Im an emo freaking yapper…anyways if u wanna read it here it is :)

the ending feels so feverish  sweat it out  burn it off  seal the frayed ends with bitterness  you catch a terminal eagerness  relentlessly forgetting  you’re a host-body  for a miracle  you let it slip - intentionally under floorboards into subtext  dropping grease in the socket then complaining that it’s blurry  how you can’t see the future  just a horse shaped shadow  his stare a premonition of dread  but it’s just something to be harnessed  another year to control so quit